i feel like i’m drowning myself in my own expectations
i set my standards too high for everything and all it’s doing is discouraging me instead of making me strive
it’s so much easier to not try at all than it is to try and fail, and i resent myself for it, but the worst part is even though I’m choosing to not try, i keep complaining about it
i really wish i could learn to just shut the fuck up and do something about things